Looking in the mirror and I’m shocked abit
Person that I thought I was has disappeared and I’m in awe abit
To think that all this time I wasn’t aware of it
Revelations thrown at me, full force, overwhelmed abit
Sometimes I sit and wonder, am I a good person?
Do these voices in my head mean that I am that person?
Do I have to be nice, to the next person?
have to be empathetic, help the next person?
One of the most pointless things is the feelings of regret
Am I expected to get better by the quantity of treatment
Is it how people behave around me that make you talk about this treatment
When I tell you that I am well please know that I do mean it
Am I here as a patient or am I being patient?
Why does it seem like I’ll be healed by being medicated?
All I need and want is some sun and some meditation